ONE-der

So here it is, I cant sleep because thinking too much about my future. I deeply thought about changing my career and move on to next level.. I feel like my passion towards to hotel industry is about to met the end.. I guess I spent too much time on this career without thinking ahead like what I would be the next 10 years or probably make it short, next 5 years. So I guess changing my path weren't that easy because Ive only learn and spend my time into this path. I always ask myself if I am capable of doing do it or not,  so my final result was, Just give it a shot.. You always can comeback.. month of APRIL here it comes.. ;)

Charlton The Cat

Six Pack coming soon

LOOKBOOK

TOOTHLESS NANNA

Conversation between Nanna(my 68 years old mom) and Me (Letty), and Raina (my 12 years old Daughter)

My mom : "Letty, I think I might be pregnant"
Me     : "why would you?? you are sixty.. (I tried to just go with the conversation as I knew that my mother already got her menopause few years back and her senile problem are getting worse )
 (monologue, I should start spend more time with her)
My mom : "I didn't have my period for almost two month"
Me     : "So we are going to have addition in family then"
My mom : "but Letty...."
Me     : "what mom???"
My mom : "I don't remember the father of this unborn child"
Me     : "WHAT!!!!!!" ( I pretending to be shocked)
My mom : "yes Letty, I have been sneaking out behind your back and sleeping with some dudes lately"
Me     :  "WHAT!!!!!!! (in serious mode)How old was this so called dude? I thought you were going to friendly visit so I don't mind at all,HOW COULD YOU!!!!"
My mom : Same age like me I guess
Me     : oh wow, That not a dude mom, that mmm.. called veteran..mmm.. old man..
My mom : But it is more cool to called them dude..
Me     : ewwww.... (I almost vomit myself)

This conversation starting to became more awkward.

Me     : "So,when was it, I mean when was your first meet with this man" (I tried to support her as she is feeling lost and lonely after my father passed away five years ago and left her with miserably heartbroken which taking few years of recovering and seeing her smile again)
My mom : "Do you mean them?"
Me     : "WHAT!!!!" (I almost have a heart attacked.) How Many of THEM!!!!
My mom : "I cant remember"
Me     : "OMG!!!!! Really!!! when was the last time and who was it??"
My mom : "mmm...Just got back and I forgot to ask his name"
Me     : "WHAT!!!!!!Seriously!!! mom you almost gave me heart attacked.Then how did you do that???" ( I tried to calmed myself)
My mom : "Do you even know thing called "Facebook"it got an application called "People Roulette"?"
Me     : "OH my God, you are the one who used all the internet capacity and made me yelled to your grandchild... I never suspected you.."
My mom : "Yes and You know what they said Im good at my Job."
Me     : "and why is that? That is not a Job you old wretch"( feeling sorry for cursing her)
My mom : "because I'm toothless, It less pain then"
Me     : "ewww... I don't believe you mom... how could you!!!!! You are grounded.."
My mom : "But I need to go to the doctor to check up about my pregnancy.."
Me     : "Mom!!!You know what, you are not pregnant and you cant!!!! you already have your menopause and you are grounded!!!! and I am ashamed... fullstops."
My mom : "Thank god"
Me     : "What did you say??"
My mom : "Thank GOD because all of their seed are inside of me and I cant be pregnant."
Me     : "WHAT!!!!!!!!!"

I started to feel dizzy and somehow fainted and fell on the floor... 
Hours later I am awake and realize ended up in couches.
Raina : "mom,mom,mom, are you awake??"
Me     : "Oh my God, what was I dream about.. Raina, where is your grandmother??"
Raina  : "She is upstairs, her friend came visit and she told me that they will talk inside her room as you were lying on the couch"
Me     : "Did I just passed out earlier??"
Raina  : "yeah, after you have this kind of light conversation then suddenly changed to serious talk.. then you start yelling and a minute after that I saw you on the floor. "
Me     : "seriously? I thought that was a dream. Your nanna must be in hard position lifting me up to   the couch."
Raina  : "No mom, I did, nanna had to attend the door as the bell started to jingle. So she asked me to just dragged you If I cant carry you. So I did."
Me     : "no, you did not, Seriously? what on earth was you nanna thinking??? I'd better check your nanna out."

I started to walk upstairs and knock my mom door.

Me     : "Mom, why are you lock up your door????"
My mom : "on momomt deer,"(one moment dear)
Me     : "I cant hear you clear mom.."

My mom open her door

My mom : "waft to ou wan?"(What do you want)
Me     : "Mom, I cant hear you clearly.. Why don't you wearing your false teeth?" (suddenly I remembered the earlier conversation)
My Mom : "I cun fin ith..asss I werh in hurri"(I couldn't find it, as I was in hurry)
Me     : "Thats it you old wretch, no more sorry for cursing you, hey, you old man, get out from my house or I will set your bird free forever and you mom, your wish of asking to be sent to old folks are rejected. now I knew something is up. And no more internet. I will cut the line off, and remember, you are grounded.you understand!!!!"
Old man: "ergghhh... Im sorry... here my princess your false teeth..."
Me     : "ewwwwww... dont call my mom princess... What era are you guys from?? what got into both of you?"

After wore her false teeth back.

My mom : "You can mad at me, but dont you dare to yelled at my prince."
Me     : (feeling disgust) "now you talking. you are grounded forever.. you have to report yourself every hour starting from now.. Do I make myself clear?? I cant stand with this bull shit anymore... You old man.. I said get out!!!!!"
My Mom : "but Letty, can you at least give me an hour to say goodbye. at least this is my last hour of having this kind of interaction"
Me     : "NOOOOO!!!! Don't you even think about that."


The conversation ended up by me chased the old man out till the front door and my mom do what she best at, being the drama queen, fake tear...I don't bought it.. till then, I still cant forgot about that day for the rest of my life and cant stop laugh when think about it.. 

the end

*too many grammar error, amalakake!!!!, This is just a joke, no offence




by benbronsonblasius

Go green on sunny day

First Trial on lookbook

So, this is what iv been doing lately. i have my very first time posting my own sense of fashion kind of..sort of.. so I asked my 8 years old little brother to snap my photo.. hahha... He know what he did actually..hahaha I manage to forced him to do it. so here it it, my first lookbook look.

The Due Date

Saying goodbye weren't easy...acting was the hard part...faking the smile, attitude,..keeping your motive in place because eventually you cant trust your friends...  My Friends are my enemies... My Good Friend aren't. Its almost time... Sayonara. "KEEP YOUR FRIEND CLOSE AND KEEP YOUR ENEMIES CLOSER"

Bravery, Success and Goal

BRAVE..mmm...what does this word really mean... do I have this in myself. I am afraid that I dont... I am like this tiny little mouse seeking opportunity but when it comes the term of Dangerous.. i just play hide n seek.. Hello... sorry i have to cut this bullshit... actually I am having this kind of strategic where Ive planned for a longtime basis.. Im planning my future ahead. somehow it doesnt turn out to be really easy. Same goes to everyone.. we fight the obstacle.. we win the goal.. are those really the GOAL???  no...nor anyone of you have really met the goal... it is SUCCESS actually that we've met.. Ive met success several time inorder to go to my goal where Ive been wearing this quote to myself which is "never give up" .. try harder... see ya

I need some Refreshment

Hurm...its been a year since my last update.. eventually it is because of myself getting busy with work and ive been sucks in writing as i wish i had those time to fill in.. This time i have been wandering about myself. "am i really good at this?" "should i stay for the sake of my friend?" "can i stood up all by myself?". This question always on my mind as i presume it is my scariest day if this is really going to be happen...my choice of job really bothered me. is that a pinch of hint for me to seek new job..to

be clear not a new place.. "NEW JOB". lets just put this into shorthen.. im Bored/sick of my job really.. id ont know why... maybe i just need a little vacation.. a month probably to end this sick..or should i just quit???? or hanging myself with this job???? or should i just go??cant really decide

Hello over Goodbye

Hi there, I know its been 9 month since my last post... its not like I am quitting of expressing.... it is just I cant afford any medicine of interest since I was busy working and feeding my need.. All I want is to complete my priority of need but then it was never enough especially when it comes to money... same goes to the other guys... so all I have to do now is to work even harder... I am thinking of finding other job.. eventually different from what my path now... but then I had this feeling that I would never get any other job..haahaha... I once hit by stone and give me that wound which woke me from dreaming... but now the wounds has recover, it scares me because the wound grows up became laziness.... To be continue

Symphony of Truthful that will keep you silent

Have I being honest to myself, to people and to Almighty God, Have I? See...I completely didn't do as what i'm thinking then... "the truth shall not be spoken, the truth is painful, the truth shall remain dusted"... Am I? yes, sometime the truth can't be accepted to certain people...I did experience it once, I should keep it silence but my mouth spit it out..I knew I shouldn't but whatever, another story happened....yes, it goes on and on...no one sincerely smiling, all they do is staring at me and smile faking... the truth Is I don't know what truly happened as I was drunk.. and I keep waiting for someone to bother me and softly talk to me... I'm not that kind of arrogant person and straightly blaming people, so please..but what should I do.Its like I'm forcing people to swallow a knife.. I didn't give me stress at all, it just people keep avoiding me and now I believe "friends do come and go"...sucker.. hahaha... so, What So Ever... Life must go on... so bye-bye friend.... no more hard feeling...I just want you to know that I have forgive you even though I am on the wrong side... just be happy... continue to my life... I can enjoy myself without you..haha...

Gong Xi Fa Cai

What is my father doing with those drink?....trying to look cute I guess...hahaha

Happy Chinese New year to World... so do to myself..hehe...I am more than happy to celebrate this Chinese New Year, the Year of Dragon because I celebrated it with relatives which FYI I haven't been there celebrating with them for a couple of year...in my dictionary.."couple" is a very long time...hahaa..yes I admit I am more then happy to be with them...who aren't?? we celebrate it at my Grandparents house...it is like an open house we had here seem it is a very large of number people who came... approximately 60 person...something like that... o guess what. We do had a set of Karaoke with a gigantic speakers which is totally heavy... and the percentage of having those microphones are very little...but guess what I didn't even took those opportunity as my father was the owner...hahaa.those set are my fathers...when I said it is totally heavy..sure it is because I am the backbone to carry the set... OMG...can't express more...same to the previous celebration...hahaah...so My mum took incharge to be the DJ that night...argghhh....my ears almost came to bleed when hear those drunk people sang..cant stand it...and the funny thing is....those drunk person keep repeating the same song...ahahahaha....tak boleh blah...we finished it at 12 o'clock(Am)....my Grandparent are totally sleepy... my grandmother are out of service by mean drunk...hai meh? perhaps tipsy?

Me,April and Baxter

Audrey,Me and Grandpa

Betcy, Deazy and Lova

My Grandma

My Aunties

My Mum

*sorry cant upload more...this is enough to picture the happiness..peace,spread the love :)

Those little Monster

This is serious, since last week I was haunted by this tiny monster which caused me unpleasant moment... Before this I never knew those thing until last week when we are moving in to a new room which just a step ahead to our previous room...and I react like OMG... what the hell is happening to me...feels itchy everywhere... I did my shower several times, but it did still happening.... I'm more than confuse, wondering if I am using the wrong body shower...LOL... then those night, I feel something was crawling at my body...and as fast as the flash I turn on the light...I freakingly out undress and found those little monster... I was a bit confusing that I did sometime saw this little monster which I perhaps mistook it is something harmless...so I just proceed to my sleep and let the little monster away....so the next evening when my friend was asleep, he feels itchy and something crawling onto him as I did, so he react as I am but this time the camouflage of unidentified little monster(ULM not UFO) was blown.. one of my roommate told us it wassssssssss.....freaking

"BEDBUGS....OMG......what the hell..."

those little monster I let away apparently was a silence killer....I was like frighteningly shock and I cannot sleep well since that...After that freaking moment, I search out on internet about this little monster, step of precaution then how to control it... then I found out that in traditional way it can be controlled using Leaf of DURIAN BELANDA... I don't know if it is working because I haven't use it yet... any option will be try out....so I did my mission to evacuate those little monster  using a lighter and a bare of hand....some people said it is not us to burn a life being,as god only have the will to do so....Who cares...what the hell...which I haven't completely accomplish... so everyday I spend a bit of time to search and destroy the little monster "its like I was playing Call of Duty in Search and Destroy mode" hahahaha.... so I manage to kill a few.. a few that I believe about 30 something... and I believe there's more than I can Imagine.. I'll prepared for that and I will never surrender....
             On the other hand, moving out to new place will not solve if because the little monster left a lot of egg which i believe waiting for a time to hatch inside my closet... so I try my best to control it.....will update it soon....au revoir

Rewards after so long

         Maybe you all have this things what we call as reward by mean after so long going on with your work then you treat yourself or your friend for some special events... obviously satisfying things that we've been waiting so long...hehehe... Today I treat myself for a bucket of KFC which contains of 21 pieces of chicken.... hahhha...
Even though the price was quite expensive I manage to satisfied myself as I haven't eat anything since last night...hahahaha.... Later I upload the pictures because its in my friend phone.... I was to hungry to took picture... haha... I done with 6 pieces chicken...lol...how impossible...

Photo maniac...comebacks

Lol...I got nuttin to do this morning which I was keeping my self busy surfing the web which appear I didn't even realize it is brightly morning..that is why I've been called as the night hunter..probably an owl..hahahah.. okay I won't talk much.. I've been busy with job lately...too much much function to handle.....chau, hasta luego

Graveyard Visit ;)

                      For sure those title was not very suit for this topic because I just cant think what else I suppose to put..okay this was about what I do today as the big thing which I didn't spend the few last years to be part of this...  okay to be  more clear...My Familia and I went to my late Grandfather graveyard.. we did that for purpose of cleaning those grave, so does the other family... everyone seems work very hard to clean those grave(am I right to use "those") because of our beloved who RIP in there...yes so do I.. I did spend a bit to clean my late Great-grandfather grave even though I barely don't know him. okay back to the topic.. it seems a mess at my grandfather grave at first we came.... and yet as predict we didn't have enough equipment especially water..but thank god, those graveyard are strategically near beside river.. so we have to do some rotation to get some water.... I did once... my sweat...that was tiring.....almost forgot..we started at 8 am.... and....it was a sunny Sunday... very hot which hardly burnt me into pieces...hahaha..joking...okay....no need to tell all things what I did... enough with this view...;)

Finally

             Met the full-stop yesterday...aahahha...okay...continuing my last post... I finally done with my charity cookies which is hardly for me to stimulate the hard thing that I've been through on...yes..I just want to congratulate myself for being so responsible even with my unpaid Overtime....most important is, I couldn't finish it without my very supportive colleague especially Saipul a.k.a Abg Long....hahaha... 

but. there is a but, I just can enjoy my happy moment in a short time because I've heard a very shock news which totally bring me down... "YES, PASTRIA WILL BE OPEN ON 1st NOVEMBER" that was the news.... apart of being happy because of the opening, I 'm more concern about us.. the pastrian~ the backbone of the opening... the victim.... hard to express the number of my sadness...will be continue...

Charity Mindblowing

      okay, whatever, its been over a month since the last update.hehehe.. too busy working..sorry my dear blog. ok cut all the unimportant thing, lets just go straight to the point, I have been working on something that I've been assign too which I have to participate a Charity whereby me and my colleague have to do like 300 packet of cookies which I have mention for charity deeds.. but the point is, all this way until today' we haven't reach even a hundred..OhmyGod...what the hell am I going to do...the launching was on this next thursday..... oh god...please send me Nanny Mcphee.... this is torturing....hahaha.... somehow, this update of mine weren't complete if I did not include the photo that show how my cookies really are..just saying it wouldn't be the same.... okay walla... oh by the way, the charity cookies will be launching at City Mall which mean its the launching of 14th Sabah Hospitality fiesta with the theme "Flavours of Borneo"

   

Inconsistent

What literally mean of inconsistent. to me its a piece of shit with a bit nightmare in it. for the record its my feeling which cause it.. lol... laughing to myself...why memories have te be remembered.? didn't I have tole and taught myself to just move on... isn't thats the only way to forget it unless I or you have memorize eraser gadget...please lend e a few minute... haha what I'm talking about.. okay that's all. smell ya