I got a Love Letter

 I cant sleep...what to do? I still dont have any Ideas what to write about....mmm... sometimes I think should I post about my Love story??mmm...probably not.....

owh..yeah..today I went to the Hotel where I attend the Walk-in interview which I'd mention that I got it... so today I go for no reason just to take the appointment letter which  just like a confirmation letter which I have to sign.. sort of things... I dont know is it also known as contract???? mmm...no..isn't it because a contract would probably told a compulsory period of time which we have to work there.. so I'll start this 20th...mmm... I felt so uninspired when talking about work, it is so not me working hard... but what can I say,, this is the beginning of my life survival...crap.. then I found out that the General Manager(GM) of that hotel are my Mum previous GM. so What to do? I dont know what to write down at this 4:27 a.m.... my eyes can't barely open but my brain still operating...LOL..Then I know.. Life's was never really simple.. What comes out from my mouth never be as what I do today, I did say that I wouldn't ever step into Hotel-ing operation... but yet.. here I am standing waiting for the day....mmm What To Do?

I'm Confuse:

Malay is Hard because some Word are not correctly said, or am I the fail one???

Example:

How to say 'me" correctly

This       or        This

Melati<------->Meja

*some people correctly or incorrectly say 'Me' as 'Mae" for example Indian people said "Maelayu", "Maelati" but what to do with "maeja"

how to say 'ke' correctly

This       or         This

Kelabu <------> Keju

and so on.....What to do? 

Backtime

well, it seems I am lost between unseen ideas.. I dont know what to write about so I thought that answering formspring question would probably help me a bit....okay.. so I guess it would be another story that cross my mind today..

Giant by Bronson

He used to be a small kid
Just like the skins of a peanut  
Whom never get the attention
Whom always bargaining stuff just to live
Whom being told to stay humble


He used to be the Hyde of Mr. Jekyll 
Who always be friend of dark side
Whom marked as the guilt person
The victim of betrayal,

Sometimes he wonder, 
What to do? what to do? 
Am I going to be forever like this..


The boy who can think mature,
That think that hope never betray,
Hope that realize him where to stand,
The sweat that always by his side


He is a brave, a clever  and very out spoken
Who no one want to hear,
Who think that he is stupid,
Who never think that he will be someone


Sometimes he ask, he pray
he seek for the guidance he never realize
What to do? what to?


Yet, the patience who always be the guidance
Who lead him to stand for the sorrow,
Because the patience know,
It would be something that might help,
Something that teach him to be Giant.

Would you rather get up early or sleep late?

I'm an owl

Ask me anything...I'll buy some time~

Would you rather be the best player on a losing team or the worst player on a winning team?

I'd rather be the best player on a losing team....

Ask me anything...I'll buy some time to answer it

Would you rather date a lot of different people, or be in a committed relationship?

I'm not into Commitment thing... So I probably date a lot of different people because I would be known well as their friend will be mine too...didnt I already mention that I'm an extrovert person~

Ask me anything...I'll buy some time to answer it

If you had your own talk show, who would your first three guests be?

Oprah Winfrey, Queen Elizabeth and and Angelina Jolie... then I would be famous~

Ask me anything...I'll buy some time to answer it

Am I okay?

Busted....What Am I thinking???The thought of dirty cannot be thrown away.ahahah.... for sure negative thinking comes first...hhahaah