Symphony of Truthful that will keep you silent

Have I being honest to myself, to people and to Almighty God, Have I? See...I completely didn't do as what i'm thinking then... "the truth shall not be spoken, the truth is painful, the truth shall remain dusted"... Am I? yes, sometime the truth can't be accepted to certain people...I did experience it once, I should keep it silence but my mouth spit it out..I knew I shouldn't but whatever, another story happened....yes, it goes on and on...no one sincerely smiling, all they do is staring at me and smile faking... the truth Is I don't know what truly happened as I was drunk.. and I keep waiting for someone to bother me and softly talk to me... I'm not that kind of arrogant person and straightly blaming people, so please..but what should I do.Its like I'm forcing people to swallow a knife.. I didn't give me stress at all, it just people keep avoiding me and now I believe "friends do come and go"...sucker.. hahaha... so, What So Ever... Life must go on... so bye-bye friend.... no more hard feeling...I just want you to know that I have forgive you even though I am on the wrong side... just be happy... continue to my life... I can enjoy myself without you..haha...

Gong Xi Fa Cai

What is my father doing with those drink?....trying to look cute I guess...hahaha

Happy Chinese New year to World... so do to myself..hehe...I am more than happy to celebrate this Chinese New Year, the Year of Dragon because I celebrated it with relatives which FYI I haven't been there celebrating with them for a couple of year...in my dictionary.."couple" is a very long time...hahaa..yes I admit I am more then happy to be with them...who aren't?? we celebrate it at my Grandparents house...it is like an open house we had here seem it is a very large of number people who came... approximately 60 person...something like that... o guess what. We do had a set of Karaoke with a gigantic speakers which is totally heavy... and the percentage of having those microphones are very little...but guess what I didn't even took those opportunity as my father was the owner...hahaa.those set are my fathers...when I said it is totally heavy..sure it is because I am the backbone to carry the set... OMG...can't express more...same to the previous celebration...hahaah...so My mum took incharge to be the DJ that night...argghhh....my ears almost came to bleed when hear those drunk people sang..cant stand it...and the funny thing is....those drunk person keep repeating the same song...ahahahaha....tak boleh blah...we finished it at 12 o'clock(Am)....my Grandparent are totally sleepy... my grandmother are out of service by mean drunk...hai meh? perhaps tipsy?

Me,April and Baxter

Audrey,Me and Grandpa

Betcy, Deazy and Lova

My Grandma

My Aunties

My Mum

*sorry cant upload more...this is enough to picture the happiness..peace,spread the love :)

Those little Monster

This is serious, since last week I was haunted by this tiny monster which caused me unpleasant moment... Before this I never knew those thing until last week when we are moving in to a new room which just a step ahead to our previous room...and I react like OMG... what the hell is happening to me...feels itchy everywhere... I did my shower several times, but it did still happening.... I'm more than confuse, wondering if I am using the wrong body shower...LOL... then those night, I feel something was crawling at my body...and as fast as the flash I turn on the light...I freakingly out undress and found those little monster... I was a bit confusing that I did sometime saw this little monster which I perhaps mistook it is something harmless...so I just proceed to my sleep and let the little monster away....so the next evening when my friend was asleep, he feels itchy and something crawling onto him as I did, so he react as I am but this time the camouflage of unidentified little monster(ULM not UFO) was blown.. one of my roommate told us it wassssssssss.....freaking

"BEDBUGS....OMG......what the hell..."

those little monster I let away apparently was a silence killer....I was like frighteningly shock and I cannot sleep well since that...After that freaking moment, I search out on internet about this little monster, step of precaution then how to control it... then I found out that in traditional way it can be controlled using Leaf of DURIAN BELANDA... I don't know if it is working because I haven't use it yet... any option will be try out....so I did my mission to evacuate those little monster  using a lighter and a bare of hand....some people said it is not us to burn a life being,as god only have the will to do so....Who cares...what the hell...which I haven't completely accomplish... so everyday I spend a bit of time to search and destroy the little monster "its like I was playing Call of Duty in Search and Destroy mode" hahahaha.... so I manage to kill a few.. a few that I believe about 30 something... and I believe there's more than I can Imagine.. I'll prepared for that and I will never surrender....
             On the other hand, moving out to new place will not solve if because the little monster left a lot of egg which i believe waiting for a time to hatch inside my closet... so I try my best to control it.....will update it soon....au revoir

Rewards after so long

         Maybe you all have this things what we call as reward by mean after so long going on with your work then you treat yourself or your friend for some special events... obviously satisfying things that we've been waiting so long...hehehe... Today I treat myself for a bucket of KFC which contains of 21 pieces of chicken.... hahhha...
Even though the price was quite expensive I manage to satisfied myself as I haven't eat anything since last night...hahahaha.... Later I upload the pictures because its in my friend phone.... I was to hungry to took picture... haha... I done with 6 pieces chicken...lol...how impossible...

Photo maniac...comebacks

Lol...I got nuttin to do this morning which I was keeping my self busy surfing the web which appear I didn't even realize it is brightly morning..that is why I've been called as the night hunter..probably an owl..hahahah.. okay I won't talk much.. I've been busy with job lately...too much much function to handle.....chau, hasta luego

Graveyard Visit ;)

                      For sure those title was not very suit for this topic because I just cant think what else I suppose to put..okay this was about what I do today as the big thing which I didn't spend the few last years to be part of this...  okay to be  more clear...My Familia and I went to my late Grandfather graveyard.. we did that for purpose of cleaning those grave, so does the other family... everyone seems work very hard to clean those grave(am I right to use "those") because of our beloved who RIP in there...yes so do I.. I did spend a bit to clean my late Great-grandfather grave even though I barely don't know him. okay back to the topic.. it seems a mess at my grandfather grave at first we came.... and yet as predict we didn't have enough equipment especially water..but thank god, those graveyard are strategically near beside river.. so we have to do some rotation to get some water.... I did once... my sweat...that was tiring.....almost forgot..we started at 8 am.... and....it was a sunny Sunday... very hot which hardly burnt me into pieces...hahaha..joking...okay....no need to tell all things what I did... enough with this view...;)

Finally

             Met the full-stop yesterday...aahahha...okay...continuing my last post... I finally done with my charity cookies which is hardly for me to stimulate the hard thing that I've been through on...yes..I just want to congratulate myself for being so responsible even with my unpaid Overtime....most important is, I couldn't finish it without my very supportive colleague especially Saipul a.k.a Abg Long....hahaha... 

but. there is a but, I just can enjoy my happy moment in a short time because I've heard a very shock news which totally bring me down... "YES, PASTRIA WILL BE OPEN ON 1st NOVEMBER" that was the news.... apart of being happy because of the opening, I 'm more concern about us.. the pastrian~ the backbone of the opening... the victim.... hard to express the number of my sadness...will be continue...