The Due Date

Saying goodbye weren't easy...acting was the hard part...faking the smile, attitude,..keeping your motive in place because eventually you cant trust your friends...  My Friends are my enemies... My Good Friend aren't. Its almost time... Sayonara. "KEEP YOUR FRIEND CLOSE AND KEEP YOUR ENEMIES CLOSER"

Bravery, Success and Goal

BRAVE..mmm...what does this word really mean... do I have this in myself. I am afraid that I dont... I am like this tiny little mouse seeking opportunity but when it comes the term of Dangerous.. i just play hide n seek.. Hello... sorry i have to cut this bullshit... actually I am having this kind of strategic where Ive planned for a longtime basis.. Im planning my future ahead. somehow it doesnt turn out to be really easy. Same goes to everyone.. we fight the obstacle.. we win the goal.. are those really the GOAL???  no...nor anyone of you have really met the goal... it is SUCCESS actually that we've met.. Ive met success several time inorder to go to my goal where Ive been wearing this quote to myself which is "never give up" .. try harder... see ya

I need some Refreshment

Hurm...its been a year since my last update.. eventually it is because of myself getting busy with work and ive been sucks in writing as i wish i had those time to fill in.. This time i have been wandering about myself. "am i really good at this?" "should i stay for the sake of my friend?" "can i stood up all by myself?". This question always on my mind as i presume it is my scariest day if this is really going to be happen...my choice of job really bothered me. is that a pinch of hint for me to seek new job..to

be clear not a new place.. "NEW JOB". lets just put this into shorthen.. im Bored/sick of my job really.. id ont know why... maybe i just need a little vacation.. a month probably to end this sick..or should i just quit???? or hanging myself with this job???? or should i just go??cant really decide

Hello over Goodbye

Hi there, I know its been 9 month since my last post... its not like I am quitting of expressing.... it is just I cant afford any medicine of interest since I was busy working and feeding my need.. All I want is to complete my priority of need but then it was never enough especially when it comes to money... same goes to the other guys... so all I have to do now is to work even harder... I am thinking of finding other job.. eventually different from what my path now... but then I had this feeling that I would never get any other job..haahaha... I once hit by stone and give me that wound which woke me from dreaming... but now the wounds has recover, it scares me because the wound grows up became laziness.... To be continue

Symphony of Truthful that will keep you silent

Have I being honest to myself, to people and to Almighty God, Have I? See...I completely didn't do as what i'm thinking then... "the truth shall not be spoken, the truth is painful, the truth shall remain dusted"... Am I? yes, sometime the truth can't be accepted to certain people...I did experience it once, I should keep it silence but my mouth spit it out..I knew I shouldn't but whatever, another story happened....yes, it goes on and on...no one sincerely smiling, all they do is staring at me and smile faking... the truth Is I don't know what truly happened as I was drunk.. and I keep waiting for someone to bother me and softly talk to me... I'm not that kind of arrogant person and straightly blaming people, so please..but what should I do.Its like I'm forcing people to swallow a knife.. I didn't give me stress at all, it just people keep avoiding me and now I believe "friends do come and go"...sucker.. hahaha... so, What So Ever... Life must go on... so bye-bye friend.... no more hard feeling...I just want you to know that I have forgive you even though I am on the wrong side... just be happy... continue to my life... I can enjoy myself without you..haha...

Gong Xi Fa Cai

What is my father doing with those drink?....trying to look cute I guess...hahaha

Happy Chinese New year to World... so do to myself..hehe...I am more than happy to celebrate this Chinese New Year, the Year of Dragon because I celebrated it with relatives which FYI I haven't been there celebrating with them for a couple of year...in my dictionary.."couple" is a very long time...hahaa..yes I admit I am more then happy to be with them...who aren't?? we celebrate it at my Grandparents house...it is like an open house we had here seem it is a very large of number people who came... approximately 60 person...something like that... o guess what. We do had a set of Karaoke with a gigantic speakers which is totally heavy... and the percentage of having those microphones are very little...but guess what I didn't even took those opportunity as my father was the owner...hahaa.those set are my fathers...when I said it is totally heavy..sure it is because I am the backbone to carry the set... OMG...can't express more...same to the previous celebration...hahaah...so My mum took incharge to be the DJ that night...argghhh....my ears almost came to bleed when hear those drunk people sang..cant stand it...and the funny thing is....those drunk person keep repeating the same song...ahahahaha....tak boleh blah...we finished it at 12 o'clock(Am)....my Grandparent are totally sleepy... my grandmother are out of service by mean drunk...hai meh? perhaps tipsy?

Me,April and Baxter

Audrey,Me and Grandpa

Betcy, Deazy and Lova

My Grandma

My Aunties

My Mum

*sorry cant upload more...this is enough to picture the happiness..peace,spread the love :)

Those little Monster

This is serious, since last week I was haunted by this tiny monster which caused me unpleasant moment... Before this I never knew those thing until last week when we are moving in to a new room which just a step ahead to our previous room...and I react like OMG... what the hell is happening to me...feels itchy everywhere... I did my shower several times, but it did still happening.... I'm more than confuse, wondering if I am using the wrong body shower...LOL... then those night, I feel something was crawling at my body...and as fast as the flash I turn on the light...I freakingly out undress and found those little monster... I was a bit confusing that I did sometime saw this little monster which I perhaps mistook it is something harmless...so I just proceed to my sleep and let the little monster away....so the next evening when my friend was asleep, he feels itchy and something crawling onto him as I did, so he react as I am but this time the camouflage of unidentified little monster(ULM not UFO) was blown.. one of my roommate told us it wassssssssss.....freaking

"BEDBUGS....OMG......what the hell..."

those little monster I let away apparently was a silence killer....I was like frighteningly shock and I cannot sleep well since that...After that freaking moment, I search out on internet about this little monster, step of precaution then how to control it... then I found out that in traditional way it can be controlled using Leaf of DURIAN BELANDA... I don't know if it is working because I haven't use it yet... any option will be try out....so I did my mission to evacuate those little monster  using a lighter and a bare of hand....some people said it is not us to burn a life being,as god only have the will to do so....Who cares...what the hell...which I haven't completely accomplish... so everyday I spend a bit of time to search and destroy the little monster "its like I was playing Call of Duty in Search and Destroy mode" hahahaha.... so I manage to kill a few.. a few that I believe about 30 something... and I believe there's more than I can Imagine.. I'll prepared for that and I will never surrender....
             On the other hand, moving out to new place will not solve if because the little monster left a lot of egg which i believe waiting for a time to hatch inside my closet... so I try my best to control it.....will update it soon....au revoir