Frickin stress

              I dont know if yall know about true politic, yes... outside politic are much comparable same to the inside, by mean yall know about the politic that happen arround you, where ever you are.. to be specific i'm talking about during work...nonsense right..crap.. yes I admit that I did experience those thing where ever I go... for sure I was on the winning side...hahahah I'm not bragging...lol.. yeah... When I do good on the first hand, people got me wrong or in bad way stab me back...eh...not me ...us... what the hell.... yeah...but currently I didn't experience its directly...but I can feel the aura..hahaha just wait for someone to lit up the fire then...KAABOOOOMM!!! aahah.. not me...but them...yeah..I feel like those people try to sabotage me...I dont know what inside their frickin mind.. yeah...I just have to be patience with all those drama...are'em jealous of me? If only i have a shotgun in my hand...I would kill them one by one...if only its legal...hahaha.... ok yall...that all...

to be continue....................

12-8pm (Q & A)

I miss this Framily Gathering... can't wait to meet'em

          I don't know what I should put for the title of this post because this post totally got me blank..blank with no other option...hahaha...okay... that number was my working shift that I never imagine that i will put in that schedule... okay enough said...that shift is suck...really made me crazzzeeeeyyyy... lol... yes... lots of thought is on my mind right now..how to reach home was the main problem... yes... the last transport that head to my area was on 8pm... do I really have to go back before end my shift or should I stay at my friend place... and I acknowledge that the hotel did not prepare a transport unless your shift till midnight which probably after 11pm...suckaaaaaa....this is totally wrong....Dear god...please send me a Lamborghini so I can ride it back...or should I just stay outside and sleep at the street...whoa....NO way....yet, I'm stupid... I didn't ask my chief to change my schedule just for this month before I got a place nearby to stay... Stupid me...

A person asked me:

X:Why people keep running away?
Me: Because they want to move on for better living.
X: Doesn't they know that they are leaving the person that care for them.
Me: You know what, the person will always remember the memories,the person that care and they will come
     back        
     someday....
X: But still, it hurt people feeling, some people can accept it and some can't.
Me: In that case, you just have to accept it and pray for those person to always remember for those who are 
     care..
X: Okay, but I'm still sad.
Me: Yes, time will heal..
X: Emmmm...eeerrr..okay...seems you've experience it...
Me: YES, lots of time..


*those question really stab my heart to remember all the things that run away from me.... ;(

Hate & Respect

      Why??? even bother when you done nothing wrong unless a bit that can still touch-up... lol... Watahell~ ok... this is madness...i'm so annoying when came to meet several of people that truly didn't understand the way we do... when you just talk with your gigantic mouth...lol...sometimes I found it hilarious when thinking the way they (the person) act wisely when the boss with us(puiii...tampar kepala sikit)...i'm Lol-ing non stop...hahahaahahhahahahaha...I did realize that he is high level than me so what I can do now is express this to y'all.. every body seems annoyed the way he talk and fact the person are still new to this hotel...not to bragging that i'm much more longer here but if it is the way that he introduce itself to us...(pi mampuslah) gotohell~..jus sit and giving direction aren't make you better but increase the hater~ hahahaha...peace... I ain't going to write down the name (lu pikirlah sendiri)..

           Okay..NEXT.. people that I'd respect the most was our owner.. Horizon hotel owner Mr.Gary itself... even though he is at the position where we can't barely approach him (rationally) he did all the work include sweeping the floor... he teach us about how to make it more ease and systematically(yaka??)..haahahah...yet he is known well as workaholic as he is just like us a few back years.... he start from bottom as contractor where he used to sleep at the floor as what contractor do till nowadays.. yes...we can see the way he do a work...even his wife also do some general thing like loading a heavy things... help to clean the room... word that I simply can describe for them "always be humble where ever you are"....yes RESPECT boss~ ;)

*sometimes got annoyed..hahahaha,,,,don't take it serious ;)

SALARY?????when

         
        Yes, every job do have tag price, those who doesn't work was the one who never really know what the price was truly about...you know? MONEY? yes...each work that we do have been set the price, price that keep us happy, and feel appreciate...and silent...do we? without Money there is no such thing as laughter...what all matters is pain,suffer... that is why people live to gain money mmmm...probably both of it rationally inter-related... CRAPPPPPPPPP> dont know what to write,,, the reason I'm talking about money blah..blah is because I haven't yet recieve my salary ....urrggghhhh... its is killing me waiting for the day... my expected day was last monday but why?why? it never was.... I'm so poor.. I can't go anywhere apart of to work..LAME.... whilst I walked Infront of Kfc,I just smelled the aroma of it and stared at people while they eating the crunchiest spicy chicken...omg... in hoping they give me a bite...ahahahahi'm fricking out of date...cant wait to be bury 6 ft under....What the hell i'm writing..urggghhh..this is the problem when I'm writing in emotional still under me... the lang,the grammar totally out~ FAIL