Free Thing??

          I've been thinking lately on how to get free designer cloth, work on it?? neyh.. . As I turn to E Channel which it now showing " The beauties who made bank" then I spotted the top 1 beauties who I admire the most, no one else named "Gissele Bundchen" Owh gosh, she's so etnically-ish beauty Brazilian... how can the Brazillian  have so much beautiful supermodel in those chart.. I guess my dream vacation was Brazil then..


"I dont need to buy them, all those are gift, never bought anything since.."  Giselle said in an interview..


          My heart said.."WOW" really? when we are on the top, we will be given so much gift such as cloth, jewellery's...
I said... OH MY GODDDD?? its really can be happen? do all the celbrities get things free.. I want it so bad


          Im asking Myself again. and again?? how can I be like them??? I can't be neither a  Model, I'm too short, I'm just 168 cm.. I cant really see the way lead to it, its blur, then I'm continuing my brain storming... singing??? then start to think... Vocall?? out... what else?? i guess nothing?? Acting?? I guess not because my langue was to Sabahan as it was my mother tongue..mm...


I dont want to lose my spirit of sucessfull, I guess I'm going to figure out it later.....Adios

My top Model..

Alessandra Ambrossio

everyone fav.. Tyra Banks

Marcus Schenkenberg

  

Micheal Bergin

Antonio Sabato Jr

 Well, I guess this is my Favorite Model who gave me such inspiration to never stop to go for what we want and I do believe myself that I can turn to be from someone who just sit at home in front of television to inside the television... I'm not just a dreamer.. haha... 

What a Marble doing in my body??

Clueless, thats all i can describe right now... all this while I thought it was not a big deal and I never really care about it because it was just as fine for me at all...... suddenly one day I feel so much pain at my neck and I realize the there is a small something that grown up at my neck and it like a marble I guess... but not a perfect sphere shape lah... I was like in shock and never have the courage at all to tel my family even my parents...firstly... but its getting hurt by day and finally I told them and they like shocked... thats why I did not want to tell them... the ask for me to go see Mr.doc...when they just start talk about it.. " I imagined and thinked of surgery that so painfull for a minute"... its really freak me out... and I was like say " hell, no"... I'm too scare to meet up...aiyooo....sometime i fell dizzy and caught on migrain.. then I made it like It never hurt infront of them because I dont want to make them feel pity on me or worry... I want to be the tough one.... please... god im askin for u the strength... im too scared that i found i which getting more worse.... i dont want it happen and ruin my day...all im asking is a miracle that cure it....