Charity Mindblowing

      okay, whatever, its been over a month since the last update.hehehe.. too busy working..sorry my dear blog. ok cut all the unimportant thing, lets just go straight to the point, I have been working on something that I've been assign too which I have to participate a Charity whereby me and my colleague have to do like 300 packet of cookies which I have mention for charity deeds.. but the point is, all this way until today' we haven't reach even a hundred..OhmyGod...what the hell am I going to do...the launching was on this next thursday..... oh god...please send me Nanny Mcphee.... this is torturing....hahaha.... somehow, this update of mine weren't complete if I did not include the photo that show how my cookies really are..just saying it wouldn't be the same.... okay walla... oh by the way, the charity cookies will be launching at City Mall which mean its the launching of 14th Sabah Hospitality fiesta with the theme "Flavours of Borneo"

   

Inconsistent

What literally mean of inconsistent. to me its a piece of shit with a bit nightmare in it. for the record its my feeling which cause it.. lol... laughing to myself...why memories have te be remembered.? didn't I have tole and taught myself to just move on... isn't thats the only way to forget it unless I or you have memorize eraser gadget...please lend e a few minute... haha what I'm talking about.. okay that's all. smell ya

Frickin stress

              I dont know if yall know about true politic, yes... outside politic are much comparable same to the inside, by mean yall know about the politic that happen arround you, where ever you are.. to be specific i'm talking about during work...nonsense right..crap.. yes I admit that I did experience those thing where ever I go... for sure I was on the winning side...hahahah I'm not bragging...lol.. yeah... When I do good on the first hand, people got me wrong or in bad way stab me back...eh...not me ...us... what the hell.... yeah...but currently I didn't experience its directly...but I can feel the aura..hahaha just wait for someone to lit up the fire then...KAABOOOOMM!!! aahah.. not me...but them...yeah..I feel like those people try to sabotage me...I dont know what inside their frickin mind.. yeah...I just have to be patience with all those drama...are'em jealous of me? If only i have a shotgun in my hand...I would kill them one by one...if only its legal...hahaha.... ok yall...that all...

to be continue....................

12-8pm (Q & A)

I miss this Framily Gathering... can't wait to meet'em

          I don't know what I should put for the title of this post because this post totally got me blank..blank with no other option...hahaha...okay... that number was my working shift that I never imagine that i will put in that schedule... okay enough said...that shift is suck...really made me crazzzeeeeyyyy... lol... yes... lots of thought is on my mind right now..how to reach home was the main problem... yes... the last transport that head to my area was on 8pm... do I really have to go back before end my shift or should I stay at my friend place... and I acknowledge that the hotel did not prepare a transport unless your shift till midnight which probably after 11pm...suckaaaaaa....this is totally wrong....Dear god...please send me a Lamborghini so I can ride it back...or should I just stay outside and sleep at the street...whoa....NO way....yet, I'm stupid... I didn't ask my chief to change my schedule just for this month before I got a place nearby to stay... Stupid me...

A person asked me:

X:Why people keep running away?
Me: Because they want to move on for better living.
X: Doesn't they know that they are leaving the person that care for them.
Me: You know what, the person will always remember the memories,the person that care and they will come
     back        
     someday....
X: But still, it hurt people feeling, some people can accept it and some can't.
Me: In that case, you just have to accept it and pray for those person to always remember for those who are 
     care..
X: Okay, but I'm still sad.
Me: Yes, time will heal..
X: Emmmm...eeerrr..okay...seems you've experience it...
Me: YES, lots of time..


*those question really stab my heart to remember all the things that run away from me.... ;(

Hate & Respect

      Why??? even bother when you done nothing wrong unless a bit that can still touch-up... lol... Watahell~ ok... this is madness...i'm so annoying when came to meet several of people that truly didn't understand the way we do... when you just talk with your gigantic mouth...lol...sometimes I found it hilarious when thinking the way they (the person) act wisely when the boss with us(puiii...tampar kepala sikit)...i'm Lol-ing non stop...hahahaahahhahahahaha...I did realize that he is high level than me so what I can do now is express this to y'all.. every body seems annoyed the way he talk and fact the person are still new to this hotel...not to bragging that i'm much more longer here but if it is the way that he introduce itself to us...(pi mampuslah) gotohell~..jus sit and giving direction aren't make you better but increase the hater~ hahahaha...peace... I ain't going to write down the name (lu pikirlah sendiri)..

           Okay..NEXT.. people that I'd respect the most was our owner.. Horizon hotel owner Mr.Gary itself... even though he is at the position where we can't barely approach him (rationally) he did all the work include sweeping the floor... he teach us about how to make it more ease and systematically(yaka??)..haahahah...yet he is known well as workaholic as he is just like us a few back years.... he start from bottom as contractor where he used to sleep at the floor as what contractor do till nowadays.. yes...we can see the way he do a work...even his wife also do some general thing like loading a heavy things... help to clean the room... word that I simply can describe for them "always be humble where ever you are"....yes RESPECT boss~ ;)

*sometimes got annoyed..hahahaha,,,,don't take it serious ;)

Just like Yesterday

    It feels just like yesterday since the last time im into relationship. seriously I didn't realize that it has been ages since the last one...ehemmm.... probably..mm...nayh..no need to tell y'all.. I dont know maybe it is meant to be like this that I have to stand alone just for survival before thinking about the next step.. mmm..I'm okay with it... I already used to it...I don't need companion other then my family and friends... I used to be free from commitment especially about L.. what the L???? okay... I wrote down about this because I have no Idea what to write... just to fill the emptiness... okay let me tell y'all why I'm still single:
okay here it goes:-


a) I don't like commitment
b) I don't like controlling people or to be control.
c) I am so busy with myself (no time to think about other person)
d) I don't like messaging or calling ( I don't like to get contact when it is not an Important thing)
e) I can't handle people
f) I don't like drama
g) I don't want anyone in between me and my carrier for now( focus were crucial)
h) I don't have enough money to support you (i'm not born with silver spoon in my mouth)
I) You could find someone better than me.
J) I'm available when I'm totally ready
k) I just want to be free from now till then.
l) I'm no one look for
m) I'm choosy
n)  I just not into you

okay thats all <3


*when I asked for your number and I didn't call back means I didn't Interested (just for collections)..
hahahha...Kidding

Why drunk?

 oppps..unthikable properly I said I got while drink with my colleague mmmm probably  call them chef because they are more higher level than me.. OMg... I dont know if i write this thing rightly, ahhahaha.... drunk while writing is not a problemo? isn't it.... aiyooooo, what to, beside i'm so tired.. just got back home before my shift ended this 3 p.m evening... then went to karaoke-ing with colleagues too before hte drink and drunk session begin...walllaaaa~this is the result I got ting-tong half tipsy then got sober while when to Tanjung Aru for a couple minute then straight away to home..okay finish~