SALARY?????when

         
        Yes, every job do have tag price, those who doesn't work was the one who never really know what the price was truly about...you know? MONEY? yes...each work that we do have been set the price, price that keep us happy, and feel appreciate...and silent...do we? without Money there is no such thing as laughter...what all matters is pain,suffer... that is why people live to gain money mmmm...probably both of it rationally inter-related... CRAPPPPPPPPP> dont know what to write,,, the reason I'm talking about money blah..blah is because I haven't yet recieve my salary ....urrggghhhh... its is killing me waiting for the day... my expected day was last monday but why?why? it never was.... I'm so poor.. I can't go anywhere apart of to work..LAME.... whilst I walked Infront of Kfc,I just smelled the aroma of it and stared at people while they eating the crunchiest spicy chicken...omg... in hoping they give me a bite...ahahahahi'm fricking out of date...cant wait to be bury 6 ft under....What the hell i'm writing..urggghhh..this is the problem when I'm writing in emotional still under me... the lang,the grammar totally out~ FAIL

Induction Training

               Well, as I am newbies in hotel industry, I probably have to attend the training induction that held by the hotelier itself by mean the expertise...but...there is but.There is this problemo"small matterlah" I am here for my Job which is Kitchen department. I dont know if it is so related to the service but what I heard from a past couple days, there is none of kitchen matter been discuss.. either it is not so very important or their just want to talk about their side... not to blame anyone but the other kitchen colleague also got bored...What to do.. I address me to we because it consist me with the colleague...hehehe when there nothing to adapt because...I dont know..I dont want to say anything bad or being arrogant but the training was suppose to cover F&B which mean consist of Service and kitchen...but.. I dont know if this is only for the beginning...maybe they are planning something but got out of time because we are so busy transferring item from a gigantic container to hotel parking lot......imagine 2 container in approximately 6 hours.. heheh....we manage to do it by 4 pm...yeay...
Then I suggest to our housekeeping supervisor Miss Nelida to take us back to Housekeeping or briefly short form as "HSK" lol...do I have to? I got annoyed by doing nothing in the meeting room perhaps waste my time.. you know why beacuse....waiting the time to go back while didn't do anything is like collecting my trillion heart pieces tha spread on the floor...haahhaha...CRAP.....okay...thats alll...
to be continue......

Kaamatan de Familia Festival~

              Lol...when talking about Kaamatan, sure for those who read my previous Kaamatan post will know what truly Kaamatan mean for me... hahahah...okay. At first, for those who didnt know about it, Kaamatan was the place where I humiliate myself by getting drunk....I drank a lot of alcohol in previous Festival and I learn from there to control myself for not getting humiliate again.and I did It... My cousin tried to bribe my with a tons of beer but sure there someone who always remind me to get sober...sober...sober... thanks to youlah..hehehe..but I forgot took picture, mmm...later... okay this year I tried to convince myself to sing in front everyone...and....I did it..mmm about three times...First, i sang a duo song with my cousin which sang by Awie and Ziana Zain "senja nan merah" I dont know if my familia was astonish with my voice but I sure they do.. because they never heard me singing...hehehe...not to braglah...LOL..then I sang a single song which I always sing this song when Karoke-ing with friend... "Mengenangmu by Kerispatih" and my last song was "Biarlah Bulan Bicara by Breory Marantika"...hehehe It was the closer song for the night...haahhahaha..

*later update...to be continue...

How about M-Pop??

     W ell, apparently I just found out something enormous, something that people laugh about, something that people criticize on the first hand, no offence... but I am not one of it... why should I?
ok, lets move to the main topic, I just heard about this new Malaysian Pop or briefly called as M-pop which originally copied from Korean industries which apparently it is not their originate ideas though (K-POP)... hehehe but they did the enormous thing by make it their own ideas..bravo... they project it to the next level.. Level where the world look up at them.. WOW... isnt that a gigantic impact... everyone want to be part of them, everyone turn up to be poseur, everyone paste their style.. do we? oh... I forgot to mention about the Malaysian Group Pop that ever exist..I dont know if you guys already know them...heheheh Laugh at myself because became so Lame~ Presenting Gula Gula group , this is Gula Gula official facebook page.. hehehe... sorry if I was wrong in the first place by writing about this without permission...this is a female group..

          Okay Done with female group, so I now head to the male group which is I did notice it when the founder itself told me, the Male group before this called as 24:7 but they decided to change it to "Max 247". I dont know why but what the hell..its their own buss...I dont know the link of that group but you can check it trough the founder Aesar Mustafa itself.... okay done with the unbriefly introucing with me..

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Okayy..now about this M-POP group.. I dont have any intention to sabotage or make any war declaration because I love improvement... I hate to judge, I hate those people who criticize them...okay let me tell you the typical behavior of Malaysians they hate who "aren't good enough to their eyes(became so commentalkative), who gives the bad first impression, who copy and paste, people who want to succeed" you should also know that they will admire "people that they boo-ishing in the first place become successful within world eyes, or part of their family," eeee.....why so lame....oh please...Stop me If I am wrong......please...Please people be open minded... I'm not begging you to love it but I'm begging you people to change the typical behavior..What to do? Lets say that they in the future manage go trough international Music... who will be proud? didn't we?
hahaha..just Sayingg...hehehehe..

*oh btw I love to see the one who standing number 3 from left of Gula gula group.. she gorgeous... Damn... Lab u..

I got a Love Letter

 I cant sleep...what to do? I still dont have any Ideas what to write about....mmm... sometimes I think should I post about my Love story??mmm...probably not.....

owh..yeah..today I went to the Hotel where I attend the Walk-in interview which I'd mention that I got it... so today I go for no reason just to take the appointment letter which  just like a confirmation letter which I have to sign.. sort of things... I dont know is it also known as contract???? mmm...no..isn't it because a contract would probably told a compulsory period of time which we have to work there.. so I'll start this 20th...mmm... I felt so uninspired when talking about work, it is so not me working hard... but what can I say,, this is the beginning of my life survival...crap.. then I found out that the General Manager(GM) of that hotel are my Mum previous GM. so What to do? I dont know what to write down at this 4:27 a.m.... my eyes can't barely open but my brain still operating...LOL..Then I know.. Life's was never really simple.. What comes out from my mouth never be as what I do today, I did say that I wouldn't ever step into Hotel-ing operation... but yet.. here I am standing waiting for the day....mmm What To Do?

I'm Confuse:

Malay is Hard because some Word are not correctly said, or am I the fail one???

Example:

How to say 'me" correctly

This       or        This

Melati<------->Meja

*some people correctly or incorrectly say 'Me' as 'Mae" for example Indian people said "Maelayu", "Maelati" but what to do with "maeja"

how to say 'ke' correctly

This       or         This

Kelabu <------> Keju

and so on.....What to do? 

Backtime

well, it seems I am lost between unseen ideas.. I dont know what to write about so I thought that answering formspring question would probably help me a bit....okay.. so I guess it would be another story that cross my mind today..

Giant by Bronson

He used to be a small kid
Just like the skins of a peanut  
Whom never get the attention
Whom always bargaining stuff just to live
Whom being told to stay humble


He used to be the Hyde of Mr. Jekyll 
Who always be friend of dark side
Whom marked as the guilt person
The victim of betrayal,

Sometimes he wonder, 
What to do? what to do? 
Am I going to be forever like this..


The boy who can think mature,
That think that hope never betray,
Hope that realize him where to stand,
The sweat that always by his side


He is a brave, a clever  and very out spoken
Who no one want to hear,
Who think that he is stupid,
Who never think that he will be someone


Sometimes he ask, he pray
he seek for the guidance he never realize
What to do? what to?


Yet, the patience who always be the guidance
Who lead him to stand for the sorrow,
Because the patience know,
It would be something that might help,
Something that teach him to be Giant.

Would you rather get up early or sleep late?

I'm an owl

Ask me anything...I'll buy some time~