12-8pm (Q & A)

I miss this Framily Gathering... can't wait to meet'em

          I don't know what I should put for the title of this post because this post totally got me blank..blank with no other option...hahaha...okay... that number was my working shift that I never imagine that i will put in that schedule... okay enough said...that shift is suck...really made me crazzzeeeeyyyy... lol... yes... lots of thought is on my mind right now..how to reach home was the main problem... yes... the last transport that head to my area was on 8pm... do I really have to go back before end my shift or should I stay at my friend place... and I acknowledge that the hotel did not prepare a transport unless your shift till midnight which probably after 11pm...suckaaaaaa....this is totally wrong....Dear god...please send me a Lamborghini so I can ride it back...or should I just stay outside and sleep at the street...whoa....NO way....yet, I'm stupid... I didn't ask my chief to change my schedule just for this month before I got a place nearby to stay... Stupid me...

A person asked me:

X:Why people keep running away?
Me: Because they want to move on for better living.
X: Doesn't they know that they are leaving the person that care for them.
Me: You know what, the person will always remember the memories,the person that care and they will come
     back        
     someday....
X: But still, it hurt people feeling, some people can accept it and some can't.
Me: In that case, you just have to accept it and pray for those person to always remember for those who are 
     care..
X: Okay, but I'm still sad.
Me: Yes, time will heal..
X: Emmmm...eeerrr..okay...seems you've experience it...
Me: YES, lots of time..


*those question really stab my heart to remember all the things that run away from me.... ;(

Hate & Respect

      Why??? even bother when you done nothing wrong unless a bit that can still touch-up... lol... Watahell~ ok... this is madness...i'm so annoying when came to meet several of people that truly didn't understand the way we do... when you just talk with your gigantic mouth...lol...sometimes I found it hilarious when thinking the way they (the person) act wisely when the boss with us(puiii...tampar kepala sikit)...i'm Lol-ing non stop...hahahaahahhahahahaha...I did realize that he is high level than me so what I can do now is express this to y'all.. every body seems annoyed the way he talk and fact the person are still new to this hotel...not to bragging that i'm much more longer here but if it is the way that he introduce itself to us...(pi mampuslah) gotohell~..jus sit and giving direction aren't make you better but increase the hater~ hahahaha...peace... I ain't going to write down the name (lu pikirlah sendiri)..

           Okay..NEXT.. people that I'd respect the most was our owner.. Horizon hotel owner Mr.Gary itself... even though he is at the position where we can't barely approach him (rationally) he did all the work include sweeping the floor... he teach us about how to make it more ease and systematically(yaka??)..haahahah...yet he is known well as workaholic as he is just like us a few back years.... he start from bottom as contractor where he used to sleep at the floor as what contractor do till nowadays.. yes...we can see the way he do a work...even his wife also do some general thing like loading a heavy things... help to clean the room... word that I simply can describe for them "always be humble where ever you are"....yes RESPECT boss~ ;)

*sometimes got annoyed..hahahaha,,,,don't take it serious ;)

Just like Yesterday

    It feels just like yesterday since the last time im into relationship. seriously I didn't realize that it has been ages since the last one...ehemmm.... probably..mm...nayh..no need to tell y'all.. I dont know maybe it is meant to be like this that I have to stand alone just for survival before thinking about the next step.. mmm..I'm okay with it... I already used to it...I don't need companion other then my family and friends... I used to be free from commitment especially about L.. what the L???? okay... I wrote down about this because I have no Idea what to write... just to fill the emptiness... okay let me tell y'all why I'm still single:
okay here it goes:-


a) I don't like commitment
b) I don't like controlling people or to be control.
c) I am so busy with myself (no time to think about other person)
d) I don't like messaging or calling ( I don't like to get contact when it is not an Important thing)
e) I can't handle people
f) I don't like drama
g) I don't want anyone in between me and my carrier for now( focus were crucial)
h) I don't have enough money to support you (i'm not born with silver spoon in my mouth)
I) You could find someone better than me.
J) I'm available when I'm totally ready
k) I just want to be free from now till then.
l) I'm no one look for
m) I'm choosy
n)  I just not into you

okay thats all <3


*when I asked for your number and I didn't call back means I didn't Interested (just for collections)..
hahahha...Kidding

Why drunk?

 oppps..unthikable properly I said I got while drink with my colleague mmmm probably  call them chef because they are more higher level than me.. OMg... I dont know if i write this thing rightly, ahhahaha.... drunk while writing is not a problemo? isn't it.... aiyooooo, what to, beside i'm so tired.. just got back home before my shift ended this 3 p.m evening... then went to karaoke-ing with colleagues too before hte drink and drunk session begin...walllaaaa~this is the result I got ting-tong half tipsy then got sober while when to Tanjung Aru for a couple minute then straight away to home..okay finish~

SALARY?????when

         
        Yes, every job do have tag price, those who doesn't work was the one who never really know what the price was truly about...you know? MONEY? yes...each work that we do have been set the price, price that keep us happy, and feel appreciate...and silent...do we? without Money there is no such thing as laughter...what all matters is pain,suffer... that is why people live to gain money mmmm...probably both of it rationally inter-related... CRAPPPPPPPPP> dont know what to write,,, the reason I'm talking about money blah..blah is because I haven't yet recieve my salary ....urrggghhhh... its is killing me waiting for the day... my expected day was last monday but why?why? it never was.... I'm so poor.. I can't go anywhere apart of to work..LAME.... whilst I walked Infront of Kfc,I just smelled the aroma of it and stared at people while they eating the crunchiest spicy chicken...omg... in hoping they give me a bite...ahahahahi'm fricking out of date...cant wait to be bury 6 ft under....What the hell i'm writing..urggghhh..this is the problem when I'm writing in emotional still under me... the lang,the grammar totally out~ FAIL

Induction Training

               Well, as I am newbies in hotel industry, I probably have to attend the training induction that held by the hotelier itself by mean the expertise...but...there is but.There is this problemo"small matterlah" I am here for my Job which is Kitchen department. I dont know if it is so related to the service but what I heard from a past couple days, there is none of kitchen matter been discuss.. either it is not so very important or their just want to talk about their side... not to blame anyone but the other kitchen colleague also got bored...What to do.. I address me to we because it consist me with the colleague...hehehe when there nothing to adapt because...I dont know..I dont want to say anything bad or being arrogant but the training was suppose to cover F&B which mean consist of Service and kitchen...but.. I dont know if this is only for the beginning...maybe they are planning something but got out of time because we are so busy transferring item from a gigantic container to hotel parking lot......imagine 2 container in approximately 6 hours.. heheh....we manage to do it by 4 pm...yeay...
Then I suggest to our housekeeping supervisor Miss Nelida to take us back to Housekeeping or briefly short form as "HSK" lol...do I have to? I got annoyed by doing nothing in the meeting room perhaps waste my time.. you know why beacuse....waiting the time to go back while didn't do anything is like collecting my trillion heart pieces tha spread on the floor...haahhaha...CRAP.....okay...thats alll...
to be continue......

Kaamatan de Familia Festival~

              Lol...when talking about Kaamatan, sure for those who read my previous Kaamatan post will know what truly Kaamatan mean for me... hahahah...okay. At first, for those who didnt know about it, Kaamatan was the place where I humiliate myself by getting drunk....I drank a lot of alcohol in previous Festival and I learn from there to control myself for not getting humiliate again.and I did It... My cousin tried to bribe my with a tons of beer but sure there someone who always remind me to get sober...sober...sober... thanks to youlah..hehehe..but I forgot took picture, mmm...later... okay this year I tried to convince myself to sing in front everyone...and....I did it..mmm about three times...First, i sang a duo song with my cousin which sang by Awie and Ziana Zain "senja nan merah" I dont know if my familia was astonish with my voice but I sure they do.. because they never heard me singing...hehehe...not to braglah...LOL..then I sang a single song which I always sing this song when Karoke-ing with friend... "Mengenangmu by Kerispatih" and my last song was "Biarlah Bulan Bicara by Breory Marantika"...hehehe It was the closer song for the night...haahhahaha..

*later update...to be continue...