SINGING OUT LOUD

Well, singing was my passion... talking about singing. Its been a favourite of mine to SOL at the bathroom.. everywhere... even my friend ask me to shut up... wahahha...I guess my voice are so bad...LOL... but... I want to pursue my passion to the next level... I want to have an own album... I want it so bad.. I could kill somebody who cross my line... hahaha JK... well, I do notice that my dad are so busy with his band group... to me.. perhaps my parents never been a good supporters at all... well, my sibling also know that.. but what good is their never complaining if i was too loud... maybe that shows them how their being so supportive... i appreciate it... I think i will try an audition for a reality show...mmm...I guess I'm so nervous when be in front of of people but then how about the judges... aiyohh.. I was speechless... my mouth barely can't open.. it been glue by those nervous... how I going to make it.... I never have the experience....I do think that I should just give up... but my friend ask me too.... well... I told my self, I should give a shot, why not...well this carrier is about the passion and the money... what important is, the Experience... yes...

Picture upload

It's mine..haha...nothing interesting to wrote on so I decided to upload some of my picture that I just took a few minutes ago...hahaha..with some editing...I know I am not so handsome/beau just like some poeple... But I'm having my time happily.... ;) 

My friend told me this orange picture look like a drug addict...do I..some people told me to change it because this picture scare them out...aiyah..I anit going to change it for anyone else......hahahah

Moving on~

                     Warggggggggggggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhh..... What Can I say.. I am Happy??? I am Excited? I' m gald to hear a bad news for me.. This news fricking made me melted...choyyy!!! I'm totally an ass.. I'm frustrated, the news that I hope never be ended my day with a sad feeling..but this is my fault, whoever person will never move on if their being dump for over past 3 years.... damn.. It totally my fault, I taught it is a challenge at first, no!! Its only me who felt that way... I gave her the chance to forget me... what did I do.... for god sake, I never ask her to return back to me.. I'll just hope she will be ok and happy with that ass... My friend said that It was my Ego who control me, who let her go... and It is... I just realize it...I stalk her page everyday just to know what she's into.. and It was a stupid thing that I'd ever done... It hurt me a lot... but I will...I will move on... for this 3 years I can, Why can't I do it now...I mean Start it now.... yahooo... With this life journal...I left my feeling to this script..  I never buried this...never be... just for my reminder..... just what I thought ..
*Its a feeling that never faded away, I will remember you, thank you for being the past

Picture upload

Now OR Never ,Haha... Splendid.. I just woke up which is rarely because I always woke up after noon. believe me I can waste my entire day by sleeping... My morning coffee break is now extinction... help me please... be my alarm.. be my reminder...

                      

Wake UP please,Well after I woke up... I immediately heading to television to watch "My GF is Gumiho" its Korean movie episode.. which I like then  head to coffee table to drink up some coffee but it end up with me bring the glass everywhere to the living room.. hahha then I turn the laptop on and online my Facebook a while and then signing into my blog to upload this picture of the day... but The Internet line made my crazy....Fricking bullshit... aiyahh...  haha, the funny part is, during wrote up this blog, I aint brush my teeth yet...

          

Pictures A Day

Mirror,mirror on the wall..I just shoot this a few hours ago... ahahah... it doesn't fulfill my expectation... but it good though.. I'm impress that I capture it by myself even with this dirty little mirror i have... heheh... Its mmm... today I woke up early... I'm very happy as I done it so rarely.. ahhaha... Im wearing nothing on top and I'm wearing brief as you can see and a short cutting jeans on the bottom... with my pretty messy hair... ahahah

        Then, this shooting began till an hour, I'm asking for my sister to give a hand to done this outside... ahaha... but I'm not going to upload it yet.. Later maybe..

           After, done the shooting, I transfer this picture to laptop and this picture caught my attention in a second.. and without any editing I upload this picture... ok...

Picture upload

       Hahah...The size of picture too big and with my worst line ever... It took too much time to upload... so, i figure the solution... and i will upload my picture a day and I will name it 

"Pictures A Day"

R.I.P feeling

dear blog,

      mmm, alam mo miss na miss kita, ayong ka mahal na kita, hahah... refer to Philippines language...this script just a secret, well also me known as secret admire.. this is untold stories that I never done before... this is the 1st time I spill it out... I admire this someone... I dont know since when it happen to me.. I care about my feeling but for sure I never expose it to anyone else include my best friend... Its been a secrecy between me and me...ahaha funny.. I've been waiting the answer for such a long time and I cant barely stand anymore... so I decided to spill this feeling here, and forget it.. because with this I can close the chapter by ending it with a word of mine... feel confuse eh??? ahahah...dont be.. this is my confuse word and as I am writing it down In under emotional way... ahahah.... so let this feeling be faded away by time and lock in this blog and be the script of mine to be remembered... so I am trying to cheer up and for sure I wouldnt do anything bad to myself... ahaha... I mean Kill myself or killing someone... of course not...I am not insane to do such thing... I would regret if told this to that someone.. but for sure now I am happy than before.... so R.I.P feeling.... so sorry for no one would attend this ceremony of you....
* I feel the release.....

LISTEN

    Listen to the song here in my heart

A melody I start but can't complete

Listen to the sound from deep within

It's only beginning to find release

Oh, the time has come for my dreams to be heard

They will not be pushed aside and turned

Into your own all 'cause you won't

Listen

Listen, I am alone at a crossroads

I'm not at home in my own home

And I've tried and tried to say what's on mind

You should have known

Oh, now I'm done believing you

You don't know what I'm feeling

I'm more than what you made of me

I followed the voice you gave to me

But now I've gotta find my own

You should have listened, there is someone here inside

Someone I thought had died so long ago

Oh, I'm screaming out and my dreams'll be heard

They will not be pushed aside on words

Into your own all 'cause you won't

Listen

Listen, I am alone at a crossroads

I'm not at home in my own home

And I've tried and tried to say what's on mind

You should have known

Oh, now I'm done believing you

You don't know what I'm feeling

I'm more than what you made of me

I followed the voice you gave to me

But now I've gotta find my own

I don't know where I belong

But I'll be moving on

If you don't, if you won't

Listen to the song here in my heart

A melody I start but I will complete

Oh, now I'm done believing you

You don't know what I'm feeling

I'm more than what you made of me

I followed the voice you think you gave to me

But now I've gotta find my own, my own

Nervous hit me

dear blog,

              fuhh.. I smell something wrong with my application... so frickin' nervous... Oh my Lord, cant wait for the application result in the mean time I dont want to be frustrate about what the result is. I've been unemployment for half year and I just cant stay like this... Its burning me with those blabering from my parents those who force me to continue my studies.... aiyoo... I might get heart attack and I feel the nerve of it.... owh... before that I have to learn CPR by myself.... I dont want to be the useless as i define to those loser.. I dont want to use loser... it is bad name and they are not losers but they just choose the wrong point to start or to end it.... I dont want to be part of them... I want to show to this world what I am going to be.. and I know that I'll going to contribute something.. What I want now is a good result.. I dont want to attend any interview because I am frickin far away.... It cost a lot... so dont be..
*please for me....

Taught to speak

dear blog,

I've been taught to speak, which i learn ABC's since i was green enough... its not what I had to learn but its compulsory and it is the taught that made me  now a days know hot to speak, how to communicate. Somehow the difference kind of language separate us to be different..which i cant stop it... to speak the hardest, to speak the mother tongue language which its un-worldwide... that is why I've been taught English as it has been the lingua franca language means..the international... then now i'learn to speak boldly, to speak what i feel from inside of mine... to speak for people.. So SPEAK it now..or you will regret

*I damn care....

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its Sunny HOt

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Woof. Woof... well my subject was unimaginable hottest woman in earth... OMG.. its made me drooling all over my place.. rawwr... I just cant stand to look at them...yummy... well I proceed to my TOP 10 Ladies who took the spot..

      
 1) Angelina Jolie

                                               2) Megan Fox
                                               3)AlessandraAmbrossio

                                               4) Jesicca Alba 

                                               5) Raina Hein

                                               6) Gissele Bundchen

                                               7) Joanabelle NG

                                               8) Andrea Fonseka

                                               9) Marion Counter

                                              10) Heart Evangalista

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the PAST

dear blog,
          Imagine how this fate can possibly change.. what we hope never would be happening.. some people may frust, some people may cry and some people keep waiting.. waiting for the fate to turn on them.. there is no possible for no effort.. then you will be the failure, the loser who keeps waiting till ages.. now you've been left alone wondering where is the mistake. you keep blaming other people,as a matter fact it's YOU the one who you should put the blame on... Its nothing to them what you've done so long... its worthless.. you're just the past who for them not important till they realize it that you the one who makes them believe that they are someone in someone life, thats when they know you've gone, gone for better. Gone for being the Past.